dreiser: (AMC: Kendall Loves Bianca)
dreiser ([personal profile] dreiser) wrote2009-03-09 01:30 pm
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Kinks: The Kendall and Binks Kind

It's not really a secret that my favorite ship on All My Children is the incestuous kind. Kendall and Bianca aka Kinks is my OTP on that show. They had the best, funniest, most genuine relationship until the recent storyline shot it to hell and made me want to cry not for Reese but for the destruction of the ultimate example of Sis!Yay subtext I can think of.



Despite my love for Kinks I never wrote fanfic for them even though honestly, to me it seems like Kendall is in love with Bianca at certain times on the show. Especially during their epic 2003-2004 years with the rape, murder, pregnancy, and babyswitch crisis going on. Kendall would have these glorious freak outs whenever Bianca seemed to be threatened either physically or emotionally and she had many just kick ass moments of demanding in teary rage tones where was her sister, she needed her, she couldn't live without her, OMGWTFBBQUGUYZZZZ Kendall loves Bianca like burning! And each time it happened I giggled in glee and sort of hated they had to be sisters.

Kinks has been momentarily wrecked by the idiocy of Bianca using Kendall's husband, who is also Mr. Gropey Grope got the sexing up desires for her wife Reese, as the sperm donor for her second child and not asking/telling Kendall about it. I go with the theory she didn't do this because she knew Kendall would say no because she'd be like, "Wait... how long have you known this Reese chick? Less than a year? Maybe you shouldn't be reproducing with her yet Binks." And Bianca would have listened because she tends to do that with Kendall and it would have burst her happy everything is perfect with Reese in France lalalala bubble she had going on.

I'm a horrible insomniac and I spend my time not sleeping usually chatting with friends online because I have quite a few in other time zones over the world where my night is their morning and they are bored at work while I can't sleep. Anyway. Last night I was talking to [livejournal.com profile] murasaki1200 and for some reason Kinks came up. During the talk I started contemplating actually giving into my horrible love for this ship and writing a fanfic for them where they actually do have sex and it has hidden romantic love implications.

Mostly it's hate!sex on Kendall's part in the beginning because she's still pissed at Bianca's betrayal, they have a huge drag out fight, and it leads to the angry sex which eventually calms down into something more mutually loving once Bianca has had her turn. If I write this it would have absolutely nothing to do with A Thousand Glimpses and would mostly just be me being extremely sad in my love for Kinks because, they really are my ultimate true love couple on All My Children, and I wish they weren't sisters so they could just hook up already since the subtext is so strong it's maintext at some points to me.

My reasons for not writing Kinks before is obvious. It's incest and incest squicks most people out. Me included most times but I dunno. Maybe it's the relationship or the subtext or just the hugely glaring Kendall loves Bianca more than anyone else on the planet but I don't feel that way about Kinks. Hmmm. Thus I contemplate one shot fanfic for them and a possible sequel.

Reactions? I'm an awful, bad, horrible person and how dare I contemplate this or omggggg Kinks is pretty do ittttt? lol. I'm just curious about how other people feel about my ship of choice for AMC. I'll probably sink into the dreck and write this no matter what I love the idea so much.

[identity profile] madame-diggory.livejournal.com 2009-03-09 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're a bad person then I am just as depraved because the second I read this all I could think was OMG she has to write it!!!!!
As i've stated before, I love, love, LOVE me some Kinks, though I've never read them in a slash story because it's really hard to pull off a reason why the close knit sister's would cross that line, but you are such a talented writer that I would only read it if you wrote it. (Is that enough to convince you or should I suck up some more, LOL?)

One of my all time favorite Kinks moments is when Binks forces Kendall into a hug, calling Kendall her 'oowy, gooey best sister in the world' or something like that, but that scene is just the epitome of the Kinks relationship.

Oh, and do you remember the Thanksgiving scene where Kendall happily tells the table. 'There has to be a winner to give you losers something to shoot for!' Man, I could go on all day about my obsessive Kendall love!

[identity profile] dreiser.livejournal.com 2009-03-09 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I love both of those scenes! One of my favorite Kendall moments is when Bianca goes missing during the storm right before she gives birth to Mimo and she bursts into Erica's penthouse, totally freaking out, and shouting, "I want Bianca, I want Bianca! Where is Bianca?" lol. Sooo good. Then she proceeded to keep enforcing how much she wanted Bianca until they finally located her after the helicopter crash.

[identity profile] harper-m.livejournal.com 2009-03-09 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
i say write it if you want. but then again, i'm usually not squicked by intragenerational incest. they're consenting (so long as you make them consenting, that is).

[identity profile] kberr.livejournal.com 2009-03-10 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Ah hell, just go for it. If it's done well - which, because you're writing it, it will be, then it will be just fine. Also agree - they are adults and consenting so all is good (in a weird sort of way I guess).

[identity profile] dreiser.livejournal.com 2009-03-10 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I tried replying to your private message you sent me about incomplete version of No Defense For You but you have privacy options enabled and I can't. I also tried emailing you the fic through the LJ forwarding email address you have listed and mailer daemon refused it sooo... lol. I'm willing to send you the story but I need an email address to send it to.

[identity profile] murasaki1200.livejournal.com 2009-03-10 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you know how I feel about it. Kinks is pretty do ittttt true love, it's not even so wrong it's right, it's just plain right.

Since they didn't grow up together so there no reason whatsoever for either us or them to be squicked.

Kendall would have these glorious freak outs whenever Bianca seemed to be threatened either physically or emotionally and she had many just kick ass moments of demanding in teary rage tones where was her sister, she needed her, she couldn't live without her

The fact that Kendall is allowing herself to be so needy with Bianca says it all.

In conclusion, your userpic ilustrates like no words could, how their love is fated and already blessed with the cutest next generation Kane love child anyone could imagine. If that's not a sign, I don't know what is. :D

[identity profile] th0u-art-that.livejournal.com 2009-03-10 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
gee I dunno... I guess since they're both women and there would be no possible deformed children as a result...and they're only half sisters... Yeah, I dunno I can't rationalize away my ick factor here. I love Kinks too, and I think it's interesting that there might be more than sisterly love subtext or even maintext there, but during that total drama year of rape/pregnancy/murder/babyswitch I think Kendall's feelings for Bianca were so strong because she took it on herself to be Binks' savior, when even Erica couldn't be counted on, and maybe because she had guilt about bringing Michael Cambias into their lives. And after going through all that they would just be the closest of sisters, natch.
Well anyway, if you end up writing it, I'd probably read it, out of morbid curiosity at least.

[identity profile] shady76.livejournal.com 2009-03-10 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
i never really have much of an issues with incest-y fic..plus i have mad love for kendall, except for right now cuz she's being a moron..so I say YAY write it!

[identity profile] zilver-artemis.livejournal.com 2009-03-10 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
in someway i've had this conversation with myself and especially when i was first introduced to amc. they're relationship is so powerful and loving, that yeah it could easily happen.

if you do write it, i'd read it. i do love kinks.

[identity profile] sulkygeek.livejournal.com 2009-03-13 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
You turned me onto Kinks. You must write!~

[identity profile] jimu.livejournal.com 2009-03-17 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)