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Ha… is that like the fucking lamest subject line ever or what? I'm sure there's more lame things in the world but I can't think of any right now. But whatever. The purpose of this post, my god a post of mine has a purpose, is to tell people about the status of my Helacious fanfic Bitter Endings, Sweet Beginnings. I've gotten a few emails and messages and just really sweet compliments from people who genuinely like Helena and Alice as a couple and want to see the fic continued. And I WANT to say I'm definitely continuing this fic but I really can't because you never know what will happen in life, right? I am planning on continuing it though.
Basically the deal about this fanfic is I got the idea and the massive desire to write All The White Horses because I still am very fond of Danish as a couple and upon hearing the spoilers about Dana contracting cancer I got this horrible feeling IC would fuck the story up. Meaning she wouldn't give Dana's illness enough attention and if Danish reconciled she would do it in a hurried way that made no sense at all. Thus came my determination to write the story as I would want to see it play out on the screen. I'm not someone who can really work on multiple series or longer fics together. I tried to do that with Laws of Attraction and Bitter Endings, Sweet Beginnings and it didn't work out that well in my opinion. So I put Bitter Endings on hold to write All The White Horses.
For those of you who like Bitter Endings and want more Helacious fanfic I am going to be writing a sequel to All The White Horses that deals with Alice trying to move past Dana's death and start living her life again. This fanfic will be just as angsty but at the core of it will be Helacious friendship that develops into a romance. I'm going to name this fic Keep The Memories which is off a lyric from the song Girlfriend by Eve 6 which is the theme for this story.
Anyway! Soon as I finish All The White Horses and Keep The Memories I will be getting back to Bitter Endings. I know it sucks because it will be awhile, certainly several months, but I really want to write ATWH and KTM because, well, I dunno. I just really want to write them.
And that's that. lol. Oh! Okay, I haven't been posting a lot about Michi and her endless amounts of cute moments because she freaks out seeing her name show up in my LJ but dude, this is good and I need to share it. So my roomies and I throw a weekly L Word viewing party, right? And I made Michi sit in my lap on the couch so like a totally tough butch girl I could hide my face behind her shoulders in order to not have to watch the more painful Alice moments.
Peeper, anyone? Ugh. Why? Whyyyy?
But Michi sat in my lap during the premiere and had many great remarks and such but the best one was during Tibette's scene at the sex therapist. She's watching them semi-bicker and leans back into me.
MICHI: (Frowning.) Aren't they ever happy?
ME: (Chuckling.) I think the baby was supposed to make them happy.
MICHI: (Focusing on the television again.) It's not working. Someone should fire that baby.
Hee! Fire the baby. Neither Michi or I have any desire to reproduce or to raise children but that remark, oddly enough, SO filled me with this like evil perverse desire to have her offspring. lol. Just because I got this great mental picture of Michi staring at the baby and stamping her foot in that cute way she does when she gets out of character frustrated and saying, "Bring my life fulfillment and meaning! I can fire you! You're easily replaceable!"
Talk about having kids for the wrong reasons, huh? lol. It's so wrong but so amusing at the same time. I've been listening to Max Sharam a lot because of someone mentioning her song Coma on the Helacious thread on MediaBlvd and I wanted to link two of her songs.
Be Firm by Max Sharam: http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3SCGZP3UR2UQF1YXT85D45ONOW
I think that Be Firm is probably my favorite song by Max. It's just a really happy song that I can pretty much play endlessly on repeat. But I don't because that's annoying. lol.
Learning To Let Go by Max Sharam: http://s49.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=1MZZKOAF85M6Y2FPX6R78F22BB
I wanted to link Learning To Let Go because when I listened to it again I was struck how it's pretty much the theme for Alice and her obsession with Dana in S3. I mean, check out these lyrics…
Some people hold onto life so tight
They squeeze the life right out of it
Some people hold onto love so tight
They squeeze the love right out of it
You know I cried so hard
You know I tried so hard
To let it go
I'm learning to let go
If only good things die young
I'm dying to find out about it
Did I love you too much
Did I love you to death
I'm dying to know it
If you were loving me right
I wouldn't hold on so tight
If you were loving me right
I wouldn't need to learn to let you go
And yeah, that's pretty much Alice about Dana in S3 isn't it? I'd love to see a kick ass semi-angsty Alice music video using this song and focusing on her obsession with Dana in S3 and some sad clips of Danish romance in S2 and then the portions where she's talking about letting go and moving on show some of the super cute Helacious moments in S3. I'd do it myself but I'm not exactly talented when it comes to video editing. Go with your creative strengths, I say.
Basically the deal about this fanfic is I got the idea and the massive desire to write All The White Horses because I still am very fond of Danish as a couple and upon hearing the spoilers about Dana contracting cancer I got this horrible feeling IC would fuck the story up. Meaning she wouldn't give Dana's illness enough attention and if Danish reconciled she would do it in a hurried way that made no sense at all. Thus came my determination to write the story as I would want to see it play out on the screen. I'm not someone who can really work on multiple series or longer fics together. I tried to do that with Laws of Attraction and Bitter Endings, Sweet Beginnings and it didn't work out that well in my opinion. So I put Bitter Endings on hold to write All The White Horses.
For those of you who like Bitter Endings and want more Helacious fanfic I am going to be writing a sequel to All The White Horses that deals with Alice trying to move past Dana's death and start living her life again. This fanfic will be just as angsty but at the core of it will be Helacious friendship that develops into a romance. I'm going to name this fic Keep The Memories which is off a lyric from the song Girlfriend by Eve 6 which is the theme for this story.
Anyway! Soon as I finish All The White Horses and Keep The Memories I will be getting back to Bitter Endings. I know it sucks because it will be awhile, certainly several months, but I really want to write ATWH and KTM because, well, I dunno. I just really want to write them.
And that's that. lol. Oh! Okay, I haven't been posting a lot about Michi and her endless amounts of cute moments because she freaks out seeing her name show up in my LJ but dude, this is good and I need to share it. So my roomies and I throw a weekly L Word viewing party, right? And I made Michi sit in my lap on the couch so like a totally tough butch girl I could hide my face behind her shoulders in order to not have to watch the more painful Alice moments.
Peeper, anyone? Ugh. Why? Whyyyy?
But Michi sat in my lap during the premiere and had many great remarks and such but the best one was during Tibette's scene at the sex therapist. She's watching them semi-bicker and leans back into me.
MICHI: (Frowning.) Aren't they ever happy?
ME: (Chuckling.) I think the baby was supposed to make them happy.
MICHI: (Focusing on the television again.) It's not working. Someone should fire that baby.
Hee! Fire the baby. Neither Michi or I have any desire to reproduce or to raise children but that remark, oddly enough, SO filled me with this like evil perverse desire to have her offspring. lol. Just because I got this great mental picture of Michi staring at the baby and stamping her foot in that cute way she does when she gets out of character frustrated and saying, "Bring my life fulfillment and meaning! I can fire you! You're easily replaceable!"
Talk about having kids for the wrong reasons, huh? lol. It's so wrong but so amusing at the same time. I've been listening to Max Sharam a lot because of someone mentioning her song Coma on the Helacious thread on MediaBlvd and I wanted to link two of her songs.
Be Firm by Max Sharam: http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3SCGZP3UR2UQF1YXT85D45ONOW
I think that Be Firm is probably my favorite song by Max. It's just a really happy song that I can pretty much play endlessly on repeat. But I don't because that's annoying. lol.
Learning To Let Go by Max Sharam: http://s49.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=1MZZKOAF85M6Y2FPX6R78F22BB
I wanted to link Learning To Let Go because when I listened to it again I was struck how it's pretty much the theme for Alice and her obsession with Dana in S3. I mean, check out these lyrics…
Some people hold onto life so tight
They squeeze the life right out of it
Some people hold onto love so tight
They squeeze the love right out of it
You know I cried so hard
You know I tried so hard
To let it go
I'm learning to let go
If only good things die young
I'm dying to find out about it
Did I love you too much
Did I love you to death
I'm dying to know it
If you were loving me right
I wouldn't hold on so tight
If you were loving me right
I wouldn't need to learn to let you go
And yeah, that's pretty much Alice about Dana in S3 isn't it? I'd love to see a kick ass semi-angsty Alice music video using this song and focusing on her obsession with Dana in S3 and some sad clips of Danish romance in S2 and then the portions where she's talking about letting go and moving on show some of the super cute Helacious moments in S3. I'd do it myself but I'm not exactly talented when it comes to video editing. Go with your creative strengths, I say.
