Speaking From The Job Desperate Heart

I'm good at interviews, I think. I have a friendly personality and I can usually find something in common with anyone. But I suck at one thing: the enthusiasm. It's not like I act all bored and indifferent when I interview. I just don't think I ever properly manage to reflect how much I want a job. Yes, yes, my personality is to get super excited dorky about stuff but for some reason I feel stupid acting that way at my work so I try to repress it and show my excitement in more small ways instead of the huge fucking, "Oh my god! This kicks ass! You must listen, read, watch, eat!" Like I do in my personal life with my friends. For some reason it seems childish to do that at work.

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