Thursday, November 30th, 2006 11:08 am
Or that's how I've been made to feel by my former office manager and boss. I wake up early and call Natalie from the St. Louis County Circuit Court back and she offers me the position. I ask her my questions I listed yesterday plus one.



1) What my monthly salary would be.

2) If court employees, who are working for the state, receive a regular raise every year by 2-3% like federal employees.

3) If there is a 401K or IRA.

Answers?

1) Monthly to start would be 1,890.00 then raised to 1,990.00 after six months.

2) Court employees receive raises but the amount depends on the taxes grossed by the state government each year. However, I am more than welcome to apply for any open positions in the departments and receive an immediate pay raise that way.

3) They have a government plan similar to an IRA which pulls whatever amount out of my paycheck and they match it. This begins after 60 days along with my benefits.

After hearing these answers I decide to take the job. They ask me when I can start, I figure December 18 gives my work more than enough time. I go into the office just as Heather is leaving. Then I tell Angie and Tunye about the job offer and the monthly salary, they congratulate me and give me a bit of friendly envy. Then Heather gets back in and I tell her in the conference room about the new job offer and how I can work until December 18. She shuts the door and said after the phone call she got from Natalie she spoke with Chuck and they decided that if I'm leaving they want me to leave the day I give notice. No two weeks.

I went into a bit of shock and stared at her then said that it wasn't anything personal, the pay and opportunities are just better and that's the only reason I'm leaving. She nods her head and says that she's not sure what Chuck will want to do since today is payday. He might want me to work for the rest of the day blah blah then Chuck runs past all hilarious and cute like he usually is.

She calls Chuck in and they lock themselves in the conference room for almost a half an hour which generally freaks me and the other secretaries out. I tell them there's no two weeks they want me to leave immediately. I then call Natalie and tell her of the situation and if I can start sooner. She makes me feel better and cracks me up by saying all hurried and super happy, "Let me ask my supervisor!" Then I can hear her drop the phone and scurry off. Literally, I could actually hear her running away to ask. She gets back on and says I can start next Monday. I happily agree. The girls are hungry so Angie goes to get donuts and buys me one as a going away present. They're both so sweet and I'm really going to miss them.

Then I get called back into the conference room where they give me my time sheet and last check which has all of my vacation and sick time accumulateed up on it. On my time sheet they circle the time I took off last week because of the interview and quiz me about did I really go to see my counselor and UMSL and I haven't interviewed with the court since they hired me in April and all this crazy confrontational stuff. I panicked and stuck with my lie because it freaked me out how quietly hostile Chuck was being towards me. He asked why I was leaving and I told him about how the pay was better and I felt there was more opportunity to advance with them. After I said that is when the semi-interrogation started.

When it was over he handed me the significantly larger than normal paycheck and Heather pointed out I was paid for an hour today. From 9 am until 10 am, which I took as the not so subtle hint to leave. I gathered the rest of my shit, straightened my desk and pointed out to Tunye where everything was and headed home where I now write this livejournal post.

I dunno. I'm feeling really freaked out and depressed and sort of like I betrayed them or something. It's such a fucking strange situation and my mother didn't help any by asking me, "What is your pay a month? How much?" Sort of like what I'm getting at the court won't be much better than what I got at Rizzo & Associates.

Right now I just feel really shitty and scared but since I have tomorrow off I guess I'll try out my driving routine to Clayton and try to figure out the parking situation up there. Maybe over the weekend I can ask one of my friends to try Metrolink with me. I also need to drop the two classes I signed up for because there's no way I can get to school on time for them. But that's my situation job wise right now. It sort of sucks how something that usually makes me feel so psyched and awesome, a new job, is making me so fucking depressed but oh well.

I think to make the depression go away and to help ease my nerves about working at the court I'll watch Kiki's Delivery Service. Stupid as it sounds whenever I get freaked out or scared by a new situation I watch that movie and it makes me feel better. Mostly because that's what it's about. Going to a new place, doing new things, not knowing anyone but making friends, and having your life turn out perfectly wonderful in the end.

Hopefully this situation with the court will give me the same happy ending as Kiki.
Thursday, November 30th, 2006 07:27 pm (UTC)
That's a really shitty way to treat a good employee. I'm sorry they did that to you. :( But congrats on the new job!
Thursday, November 30th, 2006 09:41 pm (UTC)
strange. but what can you do, if they behave like little children.
good luck with your new job, for that salary I would leave my job asap as well :)
Thursday, November 30th, 2006 09:57 pm (UTC)
Jesus. What a shitty way to treat someone. I know letting a good employee go isn't the most fun thing on earth, but in my opinion you did what any sane human would do in regards to leaving. They could have at least shown some maturity with the whole thing, it's not like you did it to spite them.

People like that piss me off, sorry they made such a great thing feel so shitty. That's just vindictive and it bugs me, nobody deserves to get treated like that.

Congrats on the job! This is going to sound really weird since we don't really know each other, but I'm sure it'll work out fine. I'm a big believer in things happening for a reason.
Thursday, November 30th, 2006 10:27 pm (UTC)
Hmm dont know you..dont know them..but I do know people and how they should behave..and your former bosses behaved like asses...big giant red ones.
Look its simple..its work..its not personal..and they should be happy for you, that your trying to get more outta life..that your moving on...
They shouldn't hold it against you...to do that is to be a small person with shallow thinking...their conduct was very petty..and you shouldn't be treated as such..it was uncalled for and unfair to you...and more than unprofessional.
Frankly they didnt seem to deserve you.

Congrats on the new position..I wish you much luck and success.
Friday, December 1st, 2006 04:04 pm (UTC)
Thanks! It was an entirely weird situation and since I tend to unfortunately take a lot of things to heart I think it's going to be awhile before I totally get over it because they made something that, to me, was professional into this personal vendetta type of deal. It's so puzzling.

But it snowed like hell last night and now I don't have to drive to work in that crap! lol.
Friday, December 1st, 2006 04:09 pm (UTC)
Thanks! But eventually you will stop having the life of an intern and the pay will get better, yes? Probably far better than mine, I would think.
Friday, December 1st, 2006 04:13 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I'm feeling much better about things today. There is still some residual guilt or depression over the whole incident but I tend to carry shit like this with me for awhile. Mostly I'm happy because it snowed like hell last night and blanketed with St. Louis with a few feet of the white fluffy and dangerous stuff which I now no longer have to drive in!

So ha ha on them! And the whole thing about posting online, I think to some degree, is all about getting to know people. Which I totally dig because I'm a dork who always wants new friends. Online or otherwise.
Friday, December 1st, 2006 04:14 pm (UTC)
Thanks! Yeah, I'm agreement about the asses and the pettiness. I'm still so lost as to why they reacted that way but oh the well hell, you know? What can you do? I'm just looking forward to the new job and the professionalism that I know will accompany it.
Friday, December 1st, 2006 08:07 pm (UTC)
well, internship is very very long, and unfortunately the salary afterwards is not great either. that is why many of us go abroad.
Saturday, December 2nd, 2006 02:36 am (UTC)
Yeah, ditto on all the comments above. Usually when someone good goes, I take them out for drinks and remind them to keep in touch...sucks that your bosses didn't do the same. But ultimately, it also means that you were right in leaving--doesn't sound like anyone should stay with them for very long if that's how they treat people.

Congrats on the new job, and good luck on Monday!
Sunday, December 3rd, 2006 01:59 am (UTC)
It's horrible that they behaved that way. You were fair with them, giving them timely notice. It sounds like your new job does offer better opportunities for advancement, and you won't have to deal with the mother of your new boss.

Your responsibility is to do what is best for you. I hope you don't feel bad about leaving for long. Their behavior shows me that you made the right decision.

Congrats!