Bored and Downtrodden

Michi is working yet again. Everyone else has plans. My parents have plans! lol. It's their anniversary today so they're going off to do whatever they consider celebratory and romantic. I feel like socializing but everyone I know is busy or doesn't want to hang and I feel like a loser because I desperately do. Something that's been bugging me lately is the fact that I don't think I have as many friends as I thought or at least... they're not as good as I thought? I dunno. A lot of people have been blowing me off with socializing plans and it's irksome and makes me feel like, "Okay. Did you even want to do anything in the first place?" I hate to think I'm forcing people to spend time with me or something of that nature. I much rather people say up front they don't want to do anything than to change their minds at the last minute, you know?

But whatever. I think I'll finish reading what I have collected thus far of the Kindaichi Case Files which is this kick ass mystery manga series that I really get into when I read it. Which is odd since normally I don't dig that sort of thing. Here's the official page on TokyoPop:

http://www.tokyopop.com/dbpage.php?propertycode=KID&categorycode=BMG

People aren't even on Yahoo/iChat/MSN to chat with and I still feel lethargic about writing. Lucky for me today is a doom and gloom stormy day down in Missouri. At least it suits my current mood.

Fanfic: Arggggh

I'm bored still and thus I read fanfic and do some minimal writing because my fucking laziness in that areas sustains. But seriously, I'm starting to get annoyed by the fact that certain writers feel this absurd need to mention the G Spot over and over in their sex scenes. I know that this stupid thing actually does exist and I know some women really do have intense orgasms when pressure is applied to that area but the fucking G Spot isn't something that's part of a normal sexual encounter, at least in my opinion, so why the fuck must it be mentioned in every sex scene?

And why must they write it like it's a fucking mythical quest type of situation? Like quest for the holy orgasm or some shit. The almighty G Spot will make you come hard and find salvation! I also want to know why it's always being mentioned in fanfic for the younger character couples like Sam/Brooke in Popular or Spencer/Ashley in South of Nowhere? It makes it more disturbing and annoying. I'd almost rather the people write them using a strap on constantly or something. That being said I'm going to now return to reading fanfic.