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Ohhh, snap!
Look at how I changed up the meet and greet thing to meet and grief. You can tell I have the skills to be a professional writer, no? lol.
Anyway. I'm super nervous because for two days in a row I have to do somewhat stressful and definitely life changing meet and greet meetings. The first is on Monday and is the new recruits meeting for Roller Derby.
Basically it sort of determines if I get invited to skate with them on Wednesdays regularly and if that happens then I can officially join the league and be on a team and yadda yadda. I'm hella nervous because I haven't really skated at that level since I was eighteen and I'm twenty eight now. Plus I'm wondering how old I'm going to be compared to most girls. And how out of shape.
But I really super duper want to do this so I'm going to suck up my nerves and just fucking go. I might end up buying some cigarettes before I go though. I feel that nervous about it.
Then on Tuesday I have my all day meeting at UMSL for transfer students where I set up financial aid, register for classes, and just get everything ready to go for the upcoming fall semester. I'm fairly sure I won't be the oldest person there but who the hell knows. I still wonder at my losery aspect of myself since I live at home with my parents and all.
You know, I wonder if I was like single and I went online dating at Yahoo personals or something if I could land a date if I was honest about my situation. The whole living at home with my parents in the basement, having no money, going back to school for the third time, and being a total fucking nerd who would rather stay at home and read a comic book then go clubbing.
Hmmm. I ponder this. I doubt I would get any dates. Good thing I have Michi. I'm so not a catch compared to what's on the current lesbian dating market.
Look at how I changed up the meet and greet thing to meet and grief. You can tell I have the skills to be a professional writer, no? lol.
Anyway. I'm super nervous because for two days in a row I have to do somewhat stressful and definitely life changing meet and greet meetings. The first is on Monday and is the new recruits meeting for Roller Derby.
Basically it sort of determines if I get invited to skate with them on Wednesdays regularly and if that happens then I can officially join the league and be on a team and yadda yadda. I'm hella nervous because I haven't really skated at that level since I was eighteen and I'm twenty eight now. Plus I'm wondering how old I'm going to be compared to most girls. And how out of shape.
But I really super duper want to do this so I'm going to suck up my nerves and just fucking go. I might end up buying some cigarettes before I go though. I feel that nervous about it.
Then on Tuesday I have my all day meeting at UMSL for transfer students where I set up financial aid, register for classes, and just get everything ready to go for the upcoming fall semester. I'm fairly sure I won't be the oldest person there but who the hell knows. I still wonder at my losery aspect of myself since I live at home with my parents and all.
You know, I wonder if I was like single and I went online dating at Yahoo personals or something if I could land a date if I was honest about my situation. The whole living at home with my parents in the basement, having no money, going back to school for the third time, and being a total fucking nerd who would rather stay at home and read a comic book then go clubbing.
Hmmm. I ponder this. I doubt I would get any dates. Good thing I have Michi. I'm so not a catch compared to what's on the current lesbian dating market.
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As for what you were saying about being a "catch" - I've wondered the same thing about myself at times. I'm older than you, and decided to buy a place with my mother. She lives upstairs. I live downstairs. I could be back in NYC living in my apartment, still paying rent or here with an investment. Outsiders will see the situation one way, but the most important thing is how you see it. You have to find the positives, and go from there.
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